Uplift


Uplift

Not the candle wick,
but the light it spills—
soft, impermanent,
still clinging to darkness,
dancing close enough to warm.

Not the table,
but the weight of your hands on it,
leaving the smallest mark,
a stain of belonging.

Not the words,
but the way they hang in the air
between breaths,
caught in the quiet,
naming nothing but the now.

Not all you have,
but the glimmer of holding,
the delicate pull and release,
as if all this were enough,
as if this were always
enough.

Open Letter to A Puppy: In Dependents’ Day


My interrobangs,

Today you are both somehow four, which means you are getting too old, too quickly. So please stop.

More astounding — we’ve been a family for three years now. With roles that seem decades in the practice.

Jadie, you are the beauty of the clan. Your maroon Chocolate face  and those sunset eyes still catch me off guard when I see you seeing me, which feels like every time I need it. I remember you in palms.

Charlie, you are the ultimate co-pilot. You take the next-to pillow each night, stay put until I rise. You are my yes-yes-yes, my what-took-you-so-long, my after-all. Like all rescues, you know.

And now so do I. Breakfast comes after the park. Green beans help  feign a feast. Salmon oil on anything is like bacon dip.

We’ve created a rhythm of bone, beat and breath. You spot our electric clown car before I do, and you’ve become rolling ambassadors at local hamburger joints. People ask if you’re okay if they notice you’re not hatchbacked.

Perhaps that is why you always are. Because I know I am okay if we are rolling as a pack.

Four winters have passed like a breath. You found your way here along different paths, but both were forged by paws pressing time into corners of a house now yours. Twin souls in different coats, you’ve taught me that love multiplies rather than divides.

Today you are four — just another day to you. But to me, a milestone of miracles: Two creatures that share my days; two stories braided with mine; two reasons to believe that the best things in life come in pairs.

Happy Fourth, little ones.

With love and salmon oil,

pops