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The Bird’s Fourth

Leganés The Bird’s Fourth 

The growl starts early,
chainsaws tearing through morning
like it owes them money.

My next-door neighbor’s tree,
trimmed every year,
is under the blade again.

By noon the air smells green,
and the street’s a confetti
of leaves and twigs.
All of it ends up in front of my house,
a small forest of what used to be.

Then the wood chipper starts.
A crewman goggles up and
pins the branches in,
one by one,
feeding a machine that eats memory.

It must be an awful day for the birds,
their sky collapsing,
their songs scattered like leaves.
You can almost hear them asking
where the world has gone.


A Fourth of Birds,
the air bursting with sound and fear,
a fright that puts the dogs’ Independence Day 
in chains.

By evening, the street is clean.
Only sawdust and silence remain.
No owls, no woodpeckers, no sparrows,
just the inhalation 
of something that used to sing.

But they will return.
They always do.
You can cut the branches,
you can down the tree,
but none would topple 
their spirit.

They will find a wire,
or a fence post,
or the lip of a roof
still warm from the sun.
They will call out,
hesitant at first,
then louder,
until the world remembers
how to sing again.

The Happiest Ghost Town on Earth


La Mesa You can hear the music echo at Disneyland now. That is how quiet it has become.

Main Street still smells like popcorn and sugar. The castle still glows like a memory. But the crowds, the pulsing artery that once made the place feel alive, have thinned to a whisper.

The average wait time across Disneyland this fall hovers around 16 minutes, the shortest in years. Once-notorious lines for Indiana Jones Adventure or Space Mountain barely scrape half an hour. Even Rise of the Resistance, the park’s premier draw, rarely breaks an hour. For a park built on waiting, that is a quiet revolution.

So why the emptiness?

Start with costs. A one-day park hopper ticket can clear $200 per person, and that is before you buy Genie+, a $35-a-day skip-the-line pass that is now practically mandatory. Add food, parking, and the gift shop trap, and a weekend visit can run a family of four more than a used car payment.

Locals, who once poured through the gates as casually as stepping into a mall, are balking. The park still prints money, but it is pricing out the very crowd that gave it a heartbeat.

Then there is timing. Fall has always been the shoulder season, wedged between summer’s madness and the Christmas crush.

But this year’s lull feels different, almost deliberate. The numbers are ghostly: average crowd ratings of 1 out of 10 for several September weeks. Walk the park on a Tuesday and you might think you stumbled into a private screening. Lines that once stretched past churro stands now look like rehearsal cues.

Add to that the closure drag. Pirates of the Caribbean is down for maintenance. Haunted Mansion is swapping into its Nightmare Before Christmas overlay. Several rides are throttled or under refurbishment. Each closed attraction acts like a small power outage, dimming the current that keeps the park humming.

And there is fatigue, both digital and emotional. The reservation system that was meant to “manage the magic” has turned every visit into a spreadsheet. Guests plan rides like military operations, tap apps like day traders, and check crowd calendars more than weather reports. The spontaneity that once made Disneyland a pilgrimage now feels engineered out of existence.

The irony is that Disney is not hurting. Per-guest spending is up, and the company’s California parks still rank among the most profitable in the world.

That emptiness you see is curated. Disney has discovered the optics of exclusivity: fewer people, higher prices, same profit. A luxury brand in mouse ears.

But what makes Disneyland special is not its cleanliness or control. It is the collision, the bump of a shoulder, the shared laugh with a stranger, the chaotic democracy of joy. Take away the crowd, and what remains is immaculate loneliness.

The park still runs. The lights still twinkle. The churros still warm. But without the press of people, the laughter, the rush to make one more ride before closing, Disneyland feels less like a dream and more like a memory being kept alive by machines.

The magic is still here; it is just echoing off empty walls.