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You Just Have to See Her

inefficaciously

Yakuplu Sometime Around Midnight

And it starts sometime around midnight
Or at least that’s when you lose yourself for a minute or two
As you stand under the bar lights
And the band plays some song
About forgetting yourself for a while
And the piano’s this melancholy soundcheck to her smile
And that white dress she’s wearing
You haven’t seen her for a while

But you know that she’s watching
She’s laughing, she’s turning
She’s holding her tonic like a crux
The room’s suddenly spinning
She walks up and asks how you are
So you can smell her perfume
You can see her lying naked in your arms

And so there’s a change in your emotions
And all of these memories come rushing
Like feral waves to your mind
Of the curl of your bodies
Like two perfect circles entwined
And you feel hopeless, and homeless
And lost in the haze of the wine

Then she leaves with someone you don’t know
But she makes sure you saw her
She looks right at you and bolts
As she walks out the door
Your blood boiling, your stomach in ropes
Oh, and your friends say, “What is it?
You look like you’ve seen a ghost”

Then you walk under the streetlights
And you’re too drunk to notice
That everyone is staring at you
You just don’t care what you look like
The world is falling ’round you

You just have to see her
You just have to see her
You just have to see her
You just have to see her
You just have to see her

You know that she’ll break you in two

The Problem with Billionaire Publishers

Jeff Bezos buys The Washington Post. Patrick Soon-Shiong acquires The Los Angeles Times. John Henry takes over The Boston Globe. We call them white knights rescuing struggling institutions.

But we’re confusing a tourniquet for a cure.

The crisis in American journalism is the inevitable collision between two incompatible goals: capitalism demands profit maximization, while journalism demands truth-telling regardless of cost.

These goals stand fundamentally opposed. Capitalism succeeds by accumulating wealth and protecting the systems that enable that accumulation. Journalism succeeds by exposing how power operates, including the mechanisms of wealth accumulation. One builds walls, the other tears them down.

For decades, we pretended this contradiction could be managed. Newspapers were profitable enough that owners could extract returns while mostly leaving the newsroom alone. That arrangement was always imperfect (plenty of stories died to protect advertisers and powerful friends) but it was sustainable.

Then the internet destroyed the economics. The money that had allowed the contradiction to persist disappeared, and we saw capitalism’s true priority. Newsrooms were gutted. Investigative units vanished. The choice became clear: maximize shareholder value or expose power structures.

We know which won.

Enter the billionaires, presented as the solution. But billionaire ownership perfects the contradiction rather than resolving it. At least old publishers had to pretend to care about journalism to maintain the business. Today’s oligarch owners are the business.

When Jeff Bezos owns your newspaper, covering Amazon’s labor practices, its tax avoidance, its monopolistic behavior becomes impossible to do fearlessly. The conflicts are total.

The self-censorship requires no direct orders. Journalists learn what stories will be met with enthusiasm and which with budget scrutiny. They learn to anticipate friction and adjust accordingly. The system selects for compliance without ever demanding it explicitly.

The problem runs deeper than individual billionaires interfering with individual stories. Capitalism tells us everything must generate returns. Journalism tells us some truths are worth pursuing regardless of profit. Capitalism concentrates power. Journalism distributes it.

These are contradictions to be resolved, and we cannot resolve them by shuffling ownership between different flavors of capital. It might require the notion of operating at a loss simply on principle.

We keep asking the wrong question. We debate nonprofit models, community ownership, public funding. All valuable, but all still operating within capitalism’s logic.

The real question is whether truth-telling can ever be truly independent while it depends on the very power structures it’s meant to challenge.

The answer may be that journalism will always exist in this compromised space between its ideals and its economic reality. But we should at least be honest about the contradiction we’re living with.

When we accept that billionaires must save journalism, we accept that journalism exists at capital’s pleasure. We accept that truth is a luxury afforded when it’s profitable or amusing.

This is capitalism, doing exactly what it was designed to do: protect itself.