It’s Hard to Make up Your Mind Sometimes

My Junkie Girlfriend http://childpsychiatryassociates.com/treatment-team/ronald-hilliard She implores
I want you
to give me $20.

When I ask
Why? she replies
So I don’t have
to lift it off you.

Fair enough.

She folds the bill
into her pocket
like it’s a receipt
for my insecurity.

Then she grins
and I know
I’ve just bought myself
another day
of being her favorite.

The world is
full of men
with empty pockets
and full heads.